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there's really nothing more i need to say in this thing.
i think the chapter of my life in which i depended on live journal to make me feel better has ended. i don't really keep in touch with this thing anymore, but believe me, i read all of your entries still. i'm just finally over this thing, so either i will take an extremely long hiatus, or i'm not really going to update anymore because i feel like no one out in the lj world can relate to what's going on.
all you need to know is that life is good. really good.
feel free to add me on myspace though- www.myspace.com/almostfamous1
love you all,
kristina <33
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[28 Nov 2005|01:27pm] |
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i haven't updated in foreverago, but i'll make some points.
-nick & jessica broke up, which makes me sad. other than the fact that it makes me sad that they broke up, does it make me a sad (as in pathetic) person because of the fact that i feel sad for them?
-i got a new phone. black razr, bitchesss.
-the semester is over in two weeks. i just can't fathon how quickly it went by. nor can i fathom how my grades will turn out. i'm literally clueless as to what i may recieve. but, i'll be an idealist & hope for all A's & a D in history. Or maybe one B. I don't know, I should stop skipping classes.
-i smoke too much pot now. WAY too much. as in, i look foward to getting all my shit done in the evening so that i can smoke & veg. but i feel like it's making me dumber. i can't remember shit for... well, shit. & i'm way lazy. my theatre professor called me a lazy fuck the other day. but i'm still his favourite.
-all i ever want to do is sleep.
-i have pretty much all my christmas shopping, DONE & it cost me so little. yayyy artsy fartsy & michaels.
-this weekend is packed with events:
THURSDAY: Pike bowl a thon. status. DRUNK.
FRIDAY: Pike pledge class party. status. DRUNK
SATURDAY: Sigma Chi exchange with Alpha Phi. Theme. Cops & Robbers. Status. DRUNK.
SUNDAY: Alpha Phi Red Dress Ball, our biggest philanthropy event. Status. SOBER.
I can't wait for winter break. & what makes it even more awesome is on the very last day of finals, I get to see 311 in concert with Cammin. Yayyyyy :)
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[17 Nov 2005|07:21pm] |
to my club element story:
-sheila was on the front page of www.celebrities.com with jessie metcalf (gardener on desperate housewives) because she mauled him with affection.. & got her picture taken by a mob of paparazzi
-& dana freestyle rapped with andy milonakis which was filmed & on the same website
...i love my sisters
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| my club element story... |
[16 Nov 2005|10:41am] |
last night i....
-partied with- kimberly stewart, kristin, talan & alex from laguna beach. we were pretty much dancing on top of their tables... by on top, i mean... they were sitting at the edge of the stage we were dancing on.
-sipped a glass of cristal (sp?) at a table, for free
-was given 20 dollars by some black dude to go buy myself some drinks (i ended up just keeping it, becausssee)...
-erin & i met this dude that kept giving us free alchy from his table...just because we're hot like that.
-didn't hafta wait in line at ALL to get into the club
-told talan that sheila wants to make out with him, with his girlfriend (kim stewart) sitting right there. thank god she was drunk & didn't hear.
-danced up on the stage with allllllll my phi's.
-got drunk, but not too drunk, just right kinda drunk
-went to my first REAL club, club ELEMENT (it's the club where paris hilton's bf crashed his car nearby... they were leaving element)
-got a free hit of weed just because i said "... i smell weed"
-had the best time
i fucking love LA.
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| 10/28 formal. |
[29 Oct 2005|06:29pm] |
soooo, formal was a blast. really, i can't even explain how much fun i had. i took cameron, so he could see what partying with the phi's is like.
& let's just say... okay, i was hammered (to be blunt). sara, lindzbaby (aka "legs"), bri, beth & i prepartied upstairs in sara & bri's apartment & it wasn't long until the tipsyness set in.
but yah, you'll see the progression of my drunkenness through my pictures. & they'll go in stages...
( hot & drunk sorority girls... )
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[23 Oct 2005|11:31am] |
With the exception of the Alpha Phi formal on friday & PIKE trick or drink on saturday...
I'M NEVER DRINKING AGAIN.
end of discussion.
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| NEW MEMBER RETREAAAAT |
[15 Oct 2005|10:00am] |
The Plan: dinner & a night at the phi house with the girls. no boys allowed. ice cream, mean girls, bear talks, bonding time, & eventual sleep.
LESLIE'S RULES: [which are to be strictly enforced]
1. no boys
2. no leaving the house
3. no letting anyone in.
What actually happened: Sigma Chi's bombard us & make their way inside by using Scobey as bait. About 30 drunk frat boys in their boxers pretty much cover the inside of the house in silly string. Then we see Leslie (our Pledge mom) & a couple actives out on the patio laughing hysterically. Dumb boys. I've never seen so much chaos happen in a split second before.
& apparantley, my middle name was vengance last night because I pantsed about 10 boys on their way out & they were so drunk, they didn't even care. Namely David, who pretty much every Alpha Phi pledge saw his wee-wee & booty. I like to give myself a pat on the back for that one. I've never laughed so hard in my life.
^^Our Man of Ivy & Scobey.
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There is nothing more comforting than knowing that 30 girls have got your back. Pouring your heart out in a 2 1/2 hour circle talk is incredibly relieving. I've also never laughed so hard with them before. 30 girls= some crazy ass stories.
I have such incredibly beautiful, talented, funny, genuine, warm, & caring sisters & I love them ALL.
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| not taking a nap... |
[07 Oct 2005|02:55pm] |
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If you've posted one of those "100 Facts" things, I read each & every line.
Alright, let's start this shit
1. College is amazing now. Big difference from last year :\
2. Last year, I made only two friends. One of them, being my boyfriend.
3. Yah, I was a little miserable
4. Alpha Phi has completely changed my experiences
5. & I can't even believe it's only been less than a month
6. I love my classes (the subjects), but I never go to class
7. I never fully realized how badly depression & anxiety took over my life until my theatre professor told me to get my shit together
8. That & Cameron's advice were the deciding factors on my going on meds.
9. So far, it's been one of the top 5 best decisions I've ever made.
10. Among the top 5- Alpha Phi, Meds, Breaking up with my ex & Moving out.
11. I know that was only four, but you can suck it
12. I hate mess.
13. & the mess in my apartment for that matter
14. Currently, there is some disgusting fungus looking thing growing in my bathroom
15. I sprayed it with Lysol & it's dying
16. For all I know, the spores could be deadly
17. But I'm in college. I'm lazy.
18. I have a huge problem with authority
19. & being told what to do, doesn't exactly sit well with me
20. I'm never wrong
21. Not having to answer to anyone is the best feeling in the world
22. So is an unusually long orgasm
23. Unsuccessful masturbation is on the opposite end of that spectrum
24. That's why I gave it up all together- masturbation, that is.
25. & that's a benefit of having a boyfriend. I get it when I want ;)
26. While we're on this topic- I really love sex.
27. If I had to give up sex or food, I'd give up food.
28. I love food, but I'm an unofficial anorexic
29. Thanks, Zoloft!
30. ...but I'm still fat
31. I have several [romantic] weaknesses
32. Among the top [in no particular order are...]: being called beautiful, being held, cupping my face, kisses on the neck, & a chase/the unattainable
33. I'm a firm believer in the notion of wanting what you can't have
34. It's pretty much the story of my life
35. & on that note, fuck my life
36. I sometimes forget how young I am
37. & don't fully understand that in a matter of only a few years, I'll have no excuse for free-riding
38. Because I hate working
39. My mom gives me $300 every two weeks for allowance
40. But I'm most definitley NOT spoiled
41. My first car ever [& I still drive it] is a '99 Black Jetta
42. I got it in April at the age of 18
43. You know that Garden State quote about your home not being your home anymore?
44. It's fucking scary as shit
45. but it's completely true
46. I'm currently addicted to myspace
47. I'm not joking, it keeps me from doing my homework most of the time
48. & I myspace-stalk just like the rest of you [& I wish it logged who comes to my myspace & when. That would be cool].
49. But in no way do I believe myspace is an accurate representation of a person
50. It sure as hell does a good job at representing the happier, trendier, & more social aspects of someones life though
51. In an MTV 2 VJ search, I became a finalist
52. I watched my audition video, & I look like shit
53. I in no way, shape or form expect to win- but it's kind of cool
54. I sincerely hope you all voted by now
55. Music evokes a certain emotion in me closely tied to nostalgia
56. I can't listen to the music from the most emotional times in my life
57. I lose myself sometimes when listening to a song
58. It's almost like a surreal moment from a movie
59. I pretend like my life is a movie, sometimes & I'm just the confused & misunderstood protagonist
60. The same type of feeling I have about music, I have with movies
61. Movies are by far, the best escape
62. I *WILL* make movies one day
63. I'm not quite sure if I believe in "love" or "the one" anymore.
64. That whole notion kind of destroyed itself for me
65. But I love being in love
66. If you can call it that?
67. Being single sucks balls
68. Though I can't speak from much experience- I haven't truly been single since I was 15
69. & about a month ago, I thought I really had it all figured out
70. I've been to several psychics
71. & they've all told me the same thing
72. I'll be a successful entertainer (without knowing that I act, at all)
73. In my later years, I will have published a successful novel (without knowing that I write)
74. I will live a long & healthy life with no severe complications
75. Cool?
76. I've never once contemplated my "purpose"
77. But I'm pretty confident that whatever I'm supposed to do or become, will happen.
78. Because everything happens for a reason.
79. I don't think I've ever believed in something more
80. But I used to be religious
81. Like, attended church regularly & really believed that my religion was the one true religion & everyone else was going to, unfortunatley, burn in hell
82. I don't believe in "religion" anymore- it's a corrupt sham.
83. But I firmly believe in God- no one will ever convince me otherwise
84. I hate politics & any sort of discussion of it
85. It's become so fucking pretentious, like it's somehow unacceptable to have views or beliefs different from what's socially accepted
86. I'll kick you in the nuts if you try & talk politics with me
87. Ugh, & nothing's a bigger turn-off to me than blind patriotism & the phrase "Bush is Hitler"
89. At the age of 3, I jumped from the edge of my couch onto my mom's upside down high heel shoe- Crotch first
90. Let's just say, it was painful & my fantasy of becoming Ariel from the Little Mermaid were temporarily shattered
91. I was grounded for an entire summer in the 6th grade because I had a boyfriend
92. I broke up with him because my friend told me she thought he was a loser
93. I love marijuana
94. ...but I'm not a stoner
95. Okay, well I am
96. & it's pretty much safe to say that I'm addicted
97. but being stoned at disneyland was the worst idea I've ever had
98. or, being stoned around completely sober people for that matter
99. I could probably go on with this to #200.
100. But I'll stop here
101. It's because I'm a leo- we're attention whores & like talking about ourselves
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[03 Oct 2005|10:54pm] |
HELP ME GET ON MTV 2!!!
k, this is your duty as my friend, aquaintence, lj friend, etc.
If you are a Time Warner customer (DIGITAL) go to channel 1039 & find my name (READ: KRISTINA BAKREVSKI) & VOTE FOR ME by pressing "play" on your remote.
You have all of the month of October to do this, all day, every day. It's free. It takes TWO seconds. & I can't do it because I don't have digital cable. Yah, dorm cable sucks :(
&&&&&& You can watch my audition video & make fun of me for it.
Vote more than once if ya can. Tell your friends. Your family. Your dog? I don't care, just do it pleaaaassseeee. I've seen other myspaces for the other finalists & it seems like all their friends are voting for them. So I need your help.
Thanks!
I love you all. <3
-kristina
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[02 Oct 2005|10:52am] |
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Pike Cocktail was fabulous. Much fun was had with them Pi Kappa Alphas & of course my girlies :)
( I think their punch was spiked... )
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[27 Sep 2005|02:33pm] |
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Last week, Time Warner Cable/ MTV 2 came to CSUN to audition for the next "MTV 2 VJ: LA" & just for PURE shits & giggles, I auditioned. It took all of 5 seconds.
& I got a call today saying that I was chosen as one of the FINALISTS. Out of well over 200 auditions, mine was chosen as one of the top 20.
& Time-Warner customers get to vote for the newest VJ. So when I find out how & when to vote, you bet your asses you'll do me this favor, k?
♥
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[21 Sep 2005|10:38pm] |
Streeeeeetlight Manifesto was simply A-mazing. If my legs hadn't been squished to the point of their near amputation, I would have taken pictures. & Minus the sweaty pre-pubescent, off-key singing, motherfucker behind me who kept girating his pelvis into my butt, the show would have been flawless. Cameron & I had a good time, & I really wish we could have gone again tonight, but due to circumstances out of our control, we hadta cancel :( Yeah, pretty bummed, but once was cool!
So tonight instead of the show, a bunch of us PHI's went to the Sigma Chi rush. They're pretty radddd fellas. & they have the CUTEST puppy. It chases its tail CONSTANTLY & bit me in the process. But I love him. His name is SCOBY. & Not SCOOBY.
The reason he doesn't look happy is because I stopped him from chasing his tail to take a picture. But he loves me ;)
& this was on Leslie's profile.
Cameron & I are cute
HAPPY 6 MONTHS BABBBEEE. you my goose <33 :)
^^ i make that stupid smile a lot :\ it's sort of become my signature.
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| Dontcha wish your girlfriend was an ALPHA PHI?! |
[13 Sep 2005|12:46pm] |
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First of all, everyone should go here & share in my utter adoration for this fellow:
http://www.livejournal.com/users/_myfinalfailure/48018.html
I'm not kidding. Go look.
Second...
Alpha Phi, Bitches ♥
Needless to say, my mood today is through the roof... oh & also, I'm on Zoloft now. Yay?
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| 2005 Labor Day Telethon |
[06 Sep 2005|03:48pm] |
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danny elfman, i ♥ jack skellington |
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Lots happened Sunday & Monday, & these pictures don't NEARLY sum up the events of this past weekend... but I'll post more once I get pictures that Cam's dad took...
oh & Amy said I was on TV for a while [I was behind one of the talent acts], so that was cool for me ;D
^^ they butchered my last name ;)
( Your eyes do not decieve you, it says Club JL, brah!!! )
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| & the owner is a mental midget, with the IQ of a fencepost. |
[22 Aug 2005|02:25pm] |
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Post something anonymous, I don't care what, just do it.
Secrets, compliments, something mean, a quote, whatever.
EDIT- I'M MOVING OUT ON FRIDAY. GOODBYE, AGOURA. HELLO, SAN FERNANDO VALLEY.
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| yeah, it's my birthday too, yeah. |
[09 Aug 2005|11:16pm] |
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So yahh, today I turn 19 & it has been a fantastic birfday so far [& I doubt anything in these next 40 minutes could possibly destroy the high I've been on all day]. My campers are adorable & all bought me an assortment of gifts, whether it be: a balloon, various cards, candles, etc. etc. & enough hugs to last me a lifetime. Amy got me a card [with a yearbook style note inside] & Sara bought me lunch, which kind of got me into trouble.
My boyfriend treated me to the most wonderful evening I could have asked for. Dinner at Charthouse & Point Dume for some nighttime beach fun & may I mention- a wonderful piece of jewlery to add the cherry on the cake.
My parents bought me an iPod & took me out to dinner last night & my grandma sent me one big fat benjamin via the mail.
Not to mention, the party at my house on Saturday was QUITE memorable. Log on to see the friends only entry complete with incriminating photos!
The weeks leading up to the start of school will be hectic. I'm currently working on TWO one-acts with YAE & I've got ohhh, three days to memorize all my fucking lines, buttttt, it's what I do =D Starting next week, my life & home will be Pepperdine & I'm wondering if I will have the energy to last through it all. The week following are TECH rehersals for the One-Act Fest. Bigggg "ache of the head."
But other than those trite complaints, alllll is well.
& thank you all for being so wonderful.
oh & my bff & i are oh so classy.
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| well, today was... depressing |
[29 Jul 2005|05:18pm] |
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i forgot how hard it was to lose a pet.
dear piggy,
you were hard to let go of, but just know that we loved you. i hope you were happy & i'll miss you.
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| WEST L.A. is overrr |
[25 Jul 2005|12:17am] |
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I'm kind of sad though, because I'm going to really miss my girls. On the last day of camp I recieved: a $40 Nordstrom gift card, 2 Coffee Bean & Tea Leaf gift cards, 1 Starbucks gift card, & 1 one pair of really cute homemade earrings. It was stressful beyond belief [I had one breakdown backstage] but I have the most supportive fellow staffers. I'm going to miss oogling over Issac's booty, making inappropriate jokes about the script with Harry & visiting the set of Zoey 101. Okay so, two out of the three were true.
Anywho, Sara & I did cool make up.
( Goddamn stage mothers... )
[PS]- I'm aware of the fact that my past few LJ entries have been emo & I totally appreciate the inquiries & phone calls, but I'm fine, I promise. & When Hotmail starts working again, my life will be MUCH better...
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